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/9:33 PM

cried as i read some blogs. im sorry if i wasen there for u guys. very. no mood to study. felt i left de world down. yeah esp. mrs neo. wad she said to me. i was fighting back my tears. could sense her disappointment in her words. i knew that she was really too disppointed in me. really sorry mrs neo. i really cant help it. i really hated her that time. had to do everysingle thing for her. was as if i was her science rep n cme rep. i really hated her for that. it was as if i was so free to do everything for her. but after she talked to me... i really.. i knew i had let her down. i knew i shoulden hv. i knew it was my fault. n i was really sorry. she could sense that i was going to cry. she let me off. well. felt that recently i hv done lots of wrong stuff. really sorry. esp mdm yap. she had high hopes on me. yet i failed my maths so terribly. really bad. n she actually lectured. she told me to buck up. yeah. i noe. i hv to. but can u pls consider some factors. its not as if i hv all the time in de world for everything. esp dat time when our claz was in a total mess. everything was my fault. if only i haden became de claz chair. i wanted to refuse. but some ppl din agree. den nw i wanted to step down again was rejected. no justice. everything's unfair. my only hopes are on pankhurst. only discus. only. my only hopes. even hockey i hv no hopes. my hitting has been really slack. competition coming. really nervous. my stamina is really slack. haven been training often. really scared. i really got no mood to study. wonder wads gonna happen for my common test. my results. mayb i will only pass geog. my one n only subj dat i even noe half of my work. every chinese lesson i juz practically rot there. coz ms tan will never bother me even if i dun pay attention. maths is juz as worse. on claz stuff.. i really think dat i let de claz down. very sorry. i haven been concentrating on claz issues. i dun even think i hv done much except helping mrs neo. im really sorry. to my dear vice-chair. thanx a lot. u hv really been a great help. u were there to help me do a lot. thanx. dear polly. u hv been a great help during trainings n other stuff. esp sch trainings when u noe that im very angry or stressed up. u were always there to settle de situation. to help me out. u helped me imform all of them n stuff. really grateful to ya. n nic. thanx a lot. really enjoy hse prac where we can larf. haha. n thanx a lot. i did my job n u did not give me any xtra. really grateful. noe it has been tough on u too. u oso under a lot of stress. but thanx a million for not giving me xtra pressure. hse prac has really been enjoyable with u wun kai n yang ling to larf wif me. well well. i hv said almoz wad i wan. juz one last thing. to 2c2. really sorry for letting u guys down. frm nw on i will really do my best. i will try my best n do my part.

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